Two sides of me.

I have two different sides of myself. No no not that reproductive site. I am naturally made as a woman okay. Hundred percent original. What I try to mention here is about my personalities. I`m trying to be good to everyone but I can`t satisfy every expectations. This does not means that I`m doing bad to people. No no not at all. I mix with plenty of people around me. There are good ones ( which means very very good ones ), there are bad ones ( too terrible ) and there are also average ones ( which means just nice lah! haha PROUDLY, I am one of this haha ). To be honestly, I don`t want to be too good to people. For me, it is enough if my personal life stay still without any interference. Indeed. I don`t like people to buzz around interfere about my personal life. Neither do others, right? I don`t want to be too good to myself too. What I`m trying to say here is that I don`t want to be a boring person. You know. Be too good and kind-hearted girl ( Do I ? ) Stay still at home, studying and reading books and all that. Be an obedient and honest girl is just not me ( I think that is my OLD me! haha ). So, one of my side is this kind of personalities which appear ONLY if I surrounded by these good people. 
So, if you`re the bad one let the good one play their roles. 

 Most people say, dulu - dulu ada lah orang baik-baik nie sekarang da pupus dah. Totally agree with that but luckily I still have those kind of friends who are very very good to me until now and hopely after this. Back to subject, my other side of personalities is the bad one. HAHA. Not that bad lah. It is just fun. Different people different perspectives, is it?

If the person smokes, either a man or woman, are they categorised as a bad person? If the person lets say go for clubbing or becoming a club singer, is he/she a bad person? During my teenagers years,I surely will label these person as bad ones but growing in multiple conditions in my adult years,  teaching me a lot more than just depends on classes. My bad side is the one that enjoying life. When I appear to be surrounded by my crazy friends, this will be activated. HAHA. We just not going so far. Cukuplah sekadar hiburan semata-mata. We are not doing bad things. We just sometimes want to have space in our life. You know, enjoying the time of your life is not bad cuma berpada-pada orang cakap. They are still good people, they are still good friends only with a slightly not-that-nice attitude.

So, my conclusion here is not all the bad ones are bad and not all the good ones are good. Sometimes, the bad one is far more better than the good ones because they seems good physically but full of hatred in their hearts. People that usually direct in their words are much much better than people who looks pretty much damn perfect in their words because surely we know the direct one reflects all the words inside their hearts but the indirect ones tend to keep it until it grows to become hatred. So, do I sound hypocrite?

p/s: Saya taw awak kasar tapi hati awak baik. Cuma kadang-kadang tu awak dongeng sikit sebab tak nampak saya depan mata awak. Saya cuma harap kita akan jadi lebih baik daripada sekarang. Amin.